You may think you have bad fortune since you are now disabled, but remember that everything is in your mind. Yes, things might be better if you were not disabled, but really everyone is disabled in some form. I will bet you that within the next 5 years Sports Illustrated will have a model in a wheelchair in the swimsuit e edition. Endurance is key when you talk disability is not a fast race it is more like a marathon. So take your time and be patient with yourself and most of all celebrate your small victories.